THE BELL

THE BELL
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )
I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price (1 Cor 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt 5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil 3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor 5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom 8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor 1:21-22 )
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8:28 )
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3).. I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship (Eph. 2:10)
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil. 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven ( Col 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child (Eph 1:5)
I belong to God

Do you know
Who you are?
Keep this bell ringing...
'The LORD bless you and keep you;
The LORD make His face shine upon you
And be gracious to you;
The LORD turn His face toward you
And give you peace...
Numbers 6:24-26

# PS: sharing from Evian

Reluctant-less

Reluctant-less
He came down from the glorious throne
to the earth full of sin and evil
became a wholly man-being
He serve, He teach, and He show
the relentless love of God
begun from His birth

Reluctant-less
He shows mercy to those undeserved
feed the hungry, teach the foolishness,
enlighten the blind, walks the limps,
and He raise the death
His passion toward the needs
flow from all His deed
into those who follow Him

Reluctant-less
He bear the burden of world on Him
suffer all the strike and humiliation without a words
crowned with thorns and cover with purple
He carried the cross along Via Dolorosa
and hang on Mount Calvary
There, the splendor of the Majesty
were magnified in blood and tears

Reluctant-less
He gave His life for those He love
those do not deserved yet He precious
those do not love Him yet He love
to bring them back to His embrace
to the purpose of their creation
All, because of His relentless love
undefinable, unmeasurable, unstoppable 

doubt

One thing I not sure about myself. Am I compromising, or am I yielding? Does it make any difference?
What ever it is, just be who I am. Something doesn't have to hold too strong, but some you can't shake at all.
it all depend on your perspective, and on what you stand on.

20 minute presentation

   If u see at the back roll in a 20 minute presentation with just reading, these is what you will found. People open laptop to play, someone slping, some one try very hard to listen but still fall asleep, some reading book, some whispering quietly. and in the end, the Prof will still say it is good job, interesting.
   time passing to slow, when the presentation of 20 minute is just talking, talking and talking. And the tone of presentation is flat, just like reading something, that making you even more bored.
   wish that some more interesting presentation can come out!!

# P/S: I am blogging during the presentation to keep myself awake!...hehe

我的性格类型是“ISFP”

Psytopic分析：(内向+实感+情感+知觉)

沉静，友善，敏感和仁慈。欣赏目前和他们周遭所发生的事情。喜欢有自己的空间，做事又能把握自己的时间。忠于自己的价值观，忠于自己所重视的人。不喜欢争论和冲突，不会强迫别人接受自己的意见或价值观。

ISFP型的人平和、敏感，他们保持着许多强烈的个人理想和自己的价值观念。他们更多地是通过行为而不是言辞表达自己深沉的情感。ISFP型的人谦虚而缄默，但实际上他们是具有巨大的友受和热情之人，但是除了与他们 相知和信赖的人在一起外，他们不经常表现出自我的另一面。因为ISFP型的人不喜欢直接地自我表达，所以常常被误解。ISFP型的人耐心、灵活，很容易与他人相处，很少支配或控制别人。他们很客观，以一种相当实事求 是的方式接受他人的行为。他们善于观察周围的人和物，却不寻求发现动机和含义。 ISFP型的人完全生活在现在，所以他们的准备或计划往往不会多于必需，他们是很好的短期计划制定者。因为他们喜欢享受目前的经历， 而不继续向下一个目标兑现，所以他们对完成工作感到很放松。 ISFP型的人对于从经历中直接了解和感受的东西很感兴趣，常常富有艺术天赋和审美感，力求为自己创造一个美丽而隐蔽的环境。没有想要成为领导者，ISFP 型的人经常是忠诚的追随者和团体成员。因为他们利用个人的价值标准去判断生活中的每一件事，所以他们喜欢那些花费时间去认识他们和理解他们内心的忠诚之人。他们需要最基本的信任和理解，在生活中需要和睦的人 际关系，对于冲突和分歧则很敏感。

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I found it quite interesting, not very accurate, but quite close to what I know as myself.
click here to find out yours
Psytopic

Love, the strength, and the weakness

    Ever think of what so special about Christianity? Some said Christian is a religion of Love, and because on love we stand, church done a lot of community work and serve the community. There are free food for student at the Emmanuel baptist Church every Tuesday, and free breakfast for homeless people at Central Baptist Church every month. Which I try to help in both the service.
    There are times, when I figure of Christian's Love. When we put out our cross, people will expect we are a group of loving people. But when we give out our Love, will people really appreciate it? or they just abuse our Love? If people don't appreciate our love, why do we still keep on showing our love?
    Last week, was my first time going to the free food on Emmanuel Baptist Church. I was shock at the numbers of student going for the free food at church, they willing to Q for half hour for the food, but few numbers of people that stay for the fellowship after the meal. I had been attending the chinese fellowship on Friday for nearly 3 month, but never a chinese student come to the fellowship on Friday, yet the numbers of chinese student on Tuesday free food was more than 50. Do we using a wrong way in approaching others? Is it necessary to feed the student?
    Love, is the strength of a Christian, but yet it is the weakness that can be abuse by others. We willing to help, in physical and spiritual, but we do not ask for return. I believe, what we ask is just appreciate what we do. There was once, when a people want to borrow money from a Christian friend, and his statement is like this: you are christian, you should have love, you should help me. Did any of this case happen on you before? or around you? Honestly said, I encounter a few of similar case like that before. People tend to demand something from us, asking favor of us, and all we do is try to fulfill it, answer it.  Because we believe, Love is the only thing that make us different from others.
    Behold, my brother and sister, do not stop loving others even when people do not appreciate the Love on us, do not stop serving others when it bring benefit to others. Ecclesiastes said, all the work on earth is just chasing after wind, everything is in vain; but Paul confirm us that all the work done in The Lord, will not be vain.1 Corinthians 15:58.
    Let us love the community, even though the community forsaken us; Let us love those homeless, although they not coming to The Lord; let us serve the student, although they just come for food; let us fulfill their demand, although they just want the favor. Let Love be our biggest strength, although it might be our biggest weakness as well.  Let us put down ourselves, for the good of others in the name of The Lord, knowing that all we done will not be vain.     

blood donation

   A very first time of blood donation in Canada, when I was on the walk in Sooke. It was not in my plan that day, I just pass by a trinity church and coincidentally they having this blood donation campaign on that day. Once in every 2 month, and I just happen to be at the right time , isn't it sound like a calling for me to donate? Without hesitation, I just walk in and said I want to donate blood.
   There are something different between the blood donation procedure here and Malaysia. They are very careful regard the health of the donor, ask a lot of question, run a lot of test. When I said I am from Malaysia, the nurse even have to check on their book to see the infection in Malaysia. Do you believe it? Malaysia is in list of potential country for Malaria? She need to confirm that I am from urban area of Malaysia then only allow me to donate the blood. Lucky, I am on the west coast of peninsular, not the east coast, cause they assume that the whole east coast of peninsular Malaysia is rural area and consider Malaria infection area.
     There is another thing, you can donate blood here every 8 week, mean 56 days; while in Malaysia, you only allow to donate blood every 3 month. They dont ask your blood type before the donation, nor run the test, they only separate the blood after the donation when the run test on it. Weird? different country have different medical rule.
   One more information, in Canada, blood donation is run by an independent clinic own by government, they only to blood donation and run blood test. Which is a separate unit from the general hospital. Again, it is different from Malaysia.
   It is good to donate blood, u lose nothing yet saving life. and is good to donate even when you are in foreign country, different kind of experience. Anyway, I'll donate one more time before I leave here and back to Malaysia.   

孩子气 childish

竟然有人说我有点孩子气，我应该怎么反应呢？
不过，回头想想。 又有谁没有孩子气呢？
每个大人心中都有一个小孩，只是，他偶尔浮现出来； 偶尔隐藏在里面了。
当你看到一个人很努力拼了想赢，一个人不停为自己争辩，或许，你的脑海会浮现一个小孩“怕输”的样子，顿时把这个人看得像小孩，不觉得他很可爱吗？
把全世界看的童真一点，童话一点，简单一点；多一些卡通人物，一些小动物；也许，这个世界是真的很可爱的。
至少，在我认识的几个小女孩身上，我看到了他们简单的快乐。

耶稣说“让小孩到我这里来，因为要进天国正是这样的人。”
我想啊，神可能就是要我们学习小孩的样式。 思想简单一点，单纯的信靠，学习小孩的那种小鸟依人，依偎着阿爸天父。
孩子气嘛，其实也不是什么坏事啊！只要因此能更简单的开心快乐就好。

What should I response to someone, when I'm been told that I am a bit of childish?
Well, having a bit reflection and think, who doesn't have a bit of childish inside them?
There is a little kid live inside every adult, is just that, sometime they appear to the surface, and sometime they hide inside.
When you saw someone strive hardly to achieve something, or keep on defense themselves, there might be a scene of children face appear in your mind, and suddenly you look them as a children. Aren't they look so adorable?  
See the world with eyes of kinder and fairytale, make it more simple; them people you see a character of cartoon or little animal; the world could be adorable to you as well.
At least, from some of the small girls I know, they have the simple happiness.

Jesus said" let those children come to me, for they are the people that will enter the Heaven".
For me, maybe God want us to learn to be like children.
Simple thinking, simple faith, learn to lean on the Abba Father like a child, depend on Him.
It is not a bad thing to be childish anyway,if you become more joyful with it.

小小

小小，也许忘记我了吧。
我也几乎忘了，原来曾经有过一个“小小”在生命中出现过。
突然间想起了这个“小小”，也不知为什么，或许它是存在两个傻瓜之间唯一的残迹吧。
小小，身上负着一个重大的使命，就是要不停的吃；但它能吃的东西，只有它的主人能给它。
也许，主人忘了它，让它饿了很久；又或许，主人随身带着它，每天把它喂得饱饱的。
不过，我相信你的主人每天都有为你准备食物的，只是这个傻瓜或许忘了喂你吧。
小小啊，我说啊，不如回到我身边吧。至少，我能代替你主人喂你啊。
小小：这个傻瓜主人也许忘了喂我，但至少我还在她的收藏里，总有一天她会记得我，到时就会记得另一个傻瓜咯。

两个傻瓜的对话，说的只有傻话。
可是，又有多少的人因此而傻了呢？

是风。是树。是原点

吹动了，还是吹过了；
风依然飘扬不息，
欲吹之欲，静于叶啸间。

叶生了，还是叶落了；
树依然屹立不倒，
欲春之欲，秋于秃枝间。

寻寻觅觅，兜兜转转，
最后还是回到原点。
不曾改变的，还是最初的自己。

a leave

   Taken a long leave for myself on blogging, not because of tiredness, not because of life with boring-ness, just because of too many thing happen in the last week, and lazy to blog all the thing 1 by 1.
   Summary, I had visit to 4 place last saturday, 3 place last sunday, goldstream park this sat, and hatley castle,museum and garden this sunday. Been to club 3 time in a week. Having CF on Wed, lead P&W in chinese fellowship on Fri, lead Bible study on James on Sat. Life is full with activities, full with traveling, full with socialize, full with God and Grace.
   I'm back. and will start to blogging back by now. 

Crepes Party

       

  Receive an invitation from Nicholas, a french guy to his cluster house to a crepes party. Surprisingly, only 7 people (which are all the exchange student) in his invitation list, and only me and Ricky are the guy in the list. Frankly said, i'm not very familiar with Nicholas, but we do play a few times of basketball together. But I'm happy to have a party on invitation.
   Knowing some new friend on that night, Precialia from Brazil which are in the same class with me on COM 290, Frasel a Canadian with born in Germany air force base, a French girl in my OB class ( forget her name).      
   Anyone know what is Crepes? Well, it is a new thing for me. A kind of French food, with the a wrap made from wheat flour, eggs and milk, with choice of salty ham and cheese or sweet banana and chocolate. Knowing nothing about crepes, they try to explain to me, but yet I can't imagine it until I saw it and do it myself. 
   Precilia says that, crepes party is a very cool party in Brazil, which normally done on big occasion. but, crepes in Brazil is a bit different from French. What difference between crepe party and others is, everyone do their own crepes, and sit down to enjoy it together. Salty crepes as a main dish, and sweet crepes as a dessert. It is really NICE!!  I already have the recipe from Nicholas, so I can do it when back to Malaysia, maybe I can have one crepes party as well. haha..
   I enjoy this party very well. no alchohol, no music, no dance, but food and the fellowship during the party is really nice. Knowing others and their culture is a interesting thing to do.
   I'm truly glad that I had been invited. Thanks, Nicholas!!   

饺子

热腾腾的饺子出炉了， 快来吃！！
沾点酸醋和辣椒油，让饺子更香啊； 我们吃饺子啊，都和蒜头一起吃。
平时没机会吃，也找不到好吃的，今天就吃个够嘛！

哈哈， 饺子原来意味着把春节的福气都包起来，然后一口吃掉它，让福气满满的在你里面，为整个春节做个收拾和了结。很有意思吧！
今天的教会活动是包饺子，吃饺子。
我刚到教会，还没坐下， Adam就把盘子叉子拿给我，叫我去夹多点饺子吃。原本打算来帮忙做的，最后却只有帮忙吃的份。
一连吃了有三十粒饺子吧，肚子都抱起来了。 弟兄姐妹作的饺子还可真好吃，谢啦！

catch a car

   Do you ever try to catch a car in the mid of your journey? Do you ever offer a ride to those that want a free ride? First time in my life, I catch a car from the top of the mountain to the feet, then catch another car to offer me a ride to the bus exchange stop.
   I had been to the NRC Center of the Universe, located near the Royal Oak Exchange on West Saanich road. It was a tired journey as it is not an accessible place, there is only a bus for every 1 and half hour. Being lazy to wait for the bus, I decide to walk all the way to the Center of Universe, walking a 30 minute journey to the feet, and another 20 minute journey from feet of mountain to the top. It is actually an astronaut center, showing some science about galaxy, and a spectrometer that weight 42 tons ( which was the world largest spectrometer).
   In the end of the session, I am just being frustrated to walk all the way down back to the feet. So, I make a little prayer to get some good guy that will offer a ride. The 1st few attempt was fail, then I saw a guy walking his way to his car, and I went to ask for his help, generously he willing to give me and YN a ride. I am so grateful. We took off at the feet of mountain, and waiting for the bus, but I believed that we had miss the bus, and the 2nd bus have to wait 2 hour. I dont want to walk for another 30 minute to back to the Exchange. So, what can we do?? Catch another car again in mid of road, hoping someone will stop by to give a ride. That is what I do. 
   The 1st ten minute was fail, more than 50 cars pass by, yet none of them stop down. Discourage by YN words that I look too messy,like a beggar, no one will stop for me, yet she not attempting to catch the car. Well, I just believe that I have to keep going to catch, and it is  not by appearance that people stop for us, it is by mercy that I believe. A few minutes later, a car stop by. A very friendly Canadian guys that work in the Center of Universe, he know that is was a hard time to get a bus, so he stop by when saw we catching the car. Giving us a ride to the Exchange.
   What a grateful day I had experience. Never catch a car in my life, yet catch 2 cars in a journey. haha....There are some thing cannot done by human alone, there is always Someone stand by to help when you ask Him.
" Ask, and you will be given!" 
     

All about Art

   Went to the Victoria Art gallery after 2 month being here, and was a response to the program run by Victoria state government " be a tourism in your home town: Victoria", which offer a great deal for people to visit most of the attraction spot in Victoria in a very low price.
  Art is something that not born in my nature, a lot of art that seen so curious for me, which I wonder why is it called "Art"? Does art needed to be sophisticated? need to be very unique and out of imagination? some art seen to be too simple to called it art. And in some extent, a picture that I see nothing but only colour that split on a paper is called art also. I never know about art. Although I wish I do, at least have some of the artistic gen in my DNA, since my brothers do have the sense or art.
  The most impress me in the art gallery was the arts collection of Emily Carr. Emily Carr is a very famous lady in Canada, especially Victoria, for her success on art. There is a section in the Art gallery, that show her drawing at different stage of her life. Walking through her drawing, if you take your heart to see and feel her art, you can notice the transformation she had experience through her pursuit of the greatest of art. Her earlier drawing was very nice and but showing what an eyes can tell us, she herself says that she feels that her picture was lack of spiritual. And after years of years of exploring new arts, she been to Alaska, France and London, and meet a lot of people in art, which she found the spiritual in arts that she looking for all this years. In her late 50's, she emphasize on the drawing of nature in spirit, and with the brush technique and tone color she used, its seen like all the nature giving glory and praise to their Creator, she was trying to send out the message that nature is the wonder piece of God's work, and God reveal Himself through the sea, sky, mountain, tress.......I was amazed by her drawing of nature, indeed, especially those of her latest drawing.
   As I walking through the art drawing in the gallery, there was a little girl knock on my door. I wonder how great would it be if she could be here to witness these drawing as well, and I'm sure that she will be very excited to these art. If you ask me who will I think when come to art, probably is only Cyron and this little girl. She is one girl that I know given the talent in art, has a great sense of color and line. And I know, you probably watching this blog now. Haha..
   After the visit of this Art Gallery, I would have to admit that I found no gen of art in my DNA, probably Cyron took it all from me already. But still, some picture does amazed me. Yet, I love to be scientific brain than artistic brain anyway. haha...  

Be average

   Is it a wrong to be in mid of a tribe? To stand average in a race? To be usual and insignificant? A common people that not outstanding yet better than worst? This question had embedded in my mind for a instance, and I'm still feeling grateful to be an average guy, that not outstanding in any occasion, yet insignificant until unnoticed.
   Why want to be an average guy? Some people had response to my PM ( personal message) in Skype, MSN, and Facebook regarding this matter. Be average, is not mean to be lazy, nor give up when reach a point of satisfaction, nor asking you to put only half of the effort in all the means. Be average, doesn't asking you to compare with others that weaker than you, nor those than stronger than you.
   Be an average guy, for me, it just mean that be grateful of what you are without making any comparison. Not to boast to those weaker than you, nor to challenge those in front of you. It is simply mean that you are not better than anyone, yet worse than anyone. Learn to be humble, to acknowledge others success, not to envy; to understanding others weakness, not to be arrogant. Ready to praise others that better than you, and ready to help those weaker than you. Simply because of average-ness, you know is not wise to compare within your heart.
   Be average, is to learn a lot of thing, experiencing the wonder of the human-being, yet to be expertise in any of the field. I can play musical instrument, I can dance, I can sing, I can play a lot of ball-base sport, I am an athlete and army, I am smart and good looking, I am good listener and counselor, yet in all these I am just being in the average, not an expert yet better than some, not outstanding yet unnoticed. And being such an average, just let me being satisfy of whatever the position I am. It just an attitude that not to stress yourself to be better than others, and willing to accept whoever you are in the level or position. 
   Be an average guy, is to knowing your goal of life and focus only on the goal, not sacrificing others branch of living-purpose yet for them sacrifice the goal. You must know what is the ultimate goal of yourself, the first priority in your life, and taking any opportunity to score it. In the same time, doing good in others thing, yet do not let any of the branch take away the goal. Some people, sacrifice the family and love for cash, some sacrifice the enjoyment for study, and some allow others external factor taking away their time with God.
   As a christian, the purpose of life is to glorify God and serving Him alone. To glorify God and to serve Him, is a time consumption workload, and it means that one's must offer the time in doing so. If this is the goal of your life, don't let the study trouble your schedule to worship, don't let the money attract away your love to Him, don't let your work burden your heart to worship Him, don't let your family and friend taking aways your time to fellowship with Him. Serving your ultimate goal, you may have less time to study and be average, you may have less money and become average, you may have less success in career and become average, you may losing some friend and insignificant to them.
   In bible, 1 Corinthians 1:26-31 and Jeremiah 9:23-24, there is another perspective of being average. Average means that you willing to offer up yourself although you are not perfect. Average means that, you have little but you willing to give; you are weak but willing to carry; you are discourage but willing to encourage others; you are coward but willing to walk in darkness; you are hungry but willing to feed. And remember the word of God, He use those weak in the eyes of world to shame those that strong, those foolish to shame the wise. God is able to use me for I am average!! Those outstanding may bargain with God when God want to use them, being outstanding making them to be arrogant and glorify only themselves. But being average, you have nothing to be arrogant nor glorify, and you will only give the glorify to God, not to yourselves. " Let him who boasts, boasts in the Lord".
   I am average, I have nothing to boast about myself, nothing about me is really outstanding that people will salute for it. But, I am willing to offer up whatever I have to be used by You, to glorify You. Oh Lord, please grant me this average-ness heart that I'll learn to be humble before you and peoples.
         

beach side fire camp

  Just came back from the fellowship with Uvic CCF member, and invited by Evan to join their fire camp at the beach ( which is a monthly event for backpackers in Ocean Island). Without realise what really it is, I just go. Since I am very free also, why not? was actually thought that they just going to some bar or club called "Beach".
   Following their step, they went to the liquor store in the mid of the journey, to get some liquor and beer, then only I found out that they really want to go to the beach, which is about 30 minute walk, across the Beacon Hill park. Walking through the park in the mid of the night, is my first time. The road was so dark, and it felt creepy when going across the lumpy path in the woods, with sound of the crowd everywhere, shine up the journey only by the little moonlight.
   There is something interesting about the beach in Victoria Island, which is most of the beach is not made up of sand, but stone, and there are a lot of wooden abandon there. By the time we reach the beach, there are already others Islanders there, sitting around the big fire they set up. The wind from the sea is very cold, but the fire is enough to keep everyone stay warm.  Everyone drinking, chatting, getting know each others as there are some new friends, some playing music....
    Tick-tock, tick-tock, the time is burning, and people are getting more drunk with the consumption of alcohol. There are some quarrel happen between, some getting aggressive,in the meanwhile some flirting with others, 4 hours had pass and left only few people.
   Taking care of the drunken Evan is a tired task. He become emotional aggressive, and keep on scream and shout, is hard to taking care of him, yet harder to forsake him and go back alone. Taking a slow walk, back to the Ocean Island with Evan,and I felt a relief.
   It is half pass 2 the midnight, it will be a good sweet dream. Well, it is still a wonderful night with a lot of agenda inside, making it more exited, and putting more flavour to the beach party, not a bad ending anyway. Thanks God for giving me so many experience here in Victoria.

离不了的根

听到了好消息， 大哥的公司要扩张到吉隆伯，他被公司升级，调派到吉隆玻去当总经理。
薪金加了，福利加了，吉隆玻的屋子是公司的，新加玻的屋子还能出租，真的是没什么好拒绝的。
离开马来西亚有十年载了，最后还是回到了原点。
再看看二哥，其实也是一样，在新加玻十多年了，最后还是回到马来西亚定居。
是那个根，让他们再次回来吗？
三哥还在北京发展，会回来吗？
我，以后还会在马来西亚吗？

说真的，到过了外国生活，才真正发觉马来西亚是一个太好生活的地方了。
如果，赚的是外国的薪金，生活在马来西亚，真的可以说是无忧无虑。
吃喝玩乐，马来西亚绝对不比任何国家差，更不比任何国家少，要什么有什么，应有尽有，价钱更是便宜的没得比较。
在马来西亚，我绝对不曾担心过吃的问题，食物太便宜了。
车是贵，但是油超便宜。
马来西亚除了热以外，还真的没什么好埋怨的。
可是，住过了冬天的生活，或许你会选择宁可要太阳也不要雪。

如果我有机会，我应该会选择在外国闯个功名，然后回马来西亚享受生活吧。
马来西亚，始终还是我的根。
如果不是未来下一代，我应该不会离开马来西亚的。

各自翱翔

一年一度的Career fair 又来到了。
看着朋友同学们一个个去面试找工了，我还把自己埋在求学里，也不知是喜是悲。
大家都有各自的梦想要去追逐，而却都已经开始展翅了，我的翅膀还没生呢。哈哈。
听他们说这他们的辛苦，说着找工的经历，又有点羡慕，有点庆幸。。。至少我还不用面对这样的画面。
祝你们各自找到自己的梦想吧。 让我们在未来的日子分享彼此的战利品。。。哈哈！！
没有工，就留下来陪我过完大学的最后一年吧。

Heart warming fellowship

already been here in Victoria for 2 month, and only until this moment that I felt some very heart warming fellowship here in Victoria.
For the past week, had 2 fellowship at Eunice house and Foy house each on Friday and Saturday. and for both, I help to cook again. haha, start to realise my talent of cooking was so outstanding here in Victoria, maybe I should practice more when I back to Malaysia.
   Thanks to Eunice and Oliver, for inviting me and others to her house to have a CNY felowship. I made a sweet and sour pork chop, and she make us Malaysia Bak Kut Teh, and others food. These fellowship was special as we all sit in the loving  room on the floor, is like kind of Malaysian culture. haha, but this was actually not in the plan, it just happen when we found out the table is not enough to accommodate the numbers of people, and make a sudden change of plan. Everyone sit on floor, with the dining cloth, and food at the centre, just like having picnic in house. haha, and that night everyone enjoying the semifiinal ice hockey games between Canada and Slovakia, it was  very excited game. We all cheers when Canada finally went to the final versus USA.
   the 2nd day having a bible study group at Foy's house. I reach there earlier and found out they need some help in kitchen( they having some late that day). So, I help to make the meat ball, and cook a vegetable as well. less people is more easy to connect and easy to involve in the conversation. We have our dinner, bible study on Luke, the parable of sow, and have a 2 hour of connection chat after that. It is fun, that we can chat from where to travel, what to eat, the issue of homeless, bla bla bla.....sometime dont even know how the topic come out, and it just naturally come out.
   Last night, a small prayer group for a good fren happen in the place I stay. and a lot of discussion on spiritual and Christianity. Thanks God that everything was in peace and joy.
   I am truely bless in Victoria, especially in church and fellowship. the bonding is just so much different with others. and I cherish the relationship with others as well.