Christmas eve 2011

Tick tock....tick tock...

The bell for Christmas is ringing, and melody is floating in the sky...

Christmas eve is just about to end, and the season of greeting is here.

Merry Christmas and Felix Navidad to all my friends!

This year Christmas eve is different than those I have every year, as this year I'm attending church on this special day ( although I actually really hope to attend). My second bro, Cyron is having his engagement party + house warming party together on this Christmas eve, and invite me to come love to witness, and to help up for his preparation.

The whole day, we were just busy on preparing the food for tonight party. we do spaghetti both red tomato sauce and white cabonara sauce, skewed Beef, Roasted Turkey, Mash Potato, fruit salad.....a lot of food.....I found that I actually still enjoying cooking, like those days before when I was in Canada. Anyway, this days had become much lesser....

in short, the party goes smooth, and everyone enjoying it. The food is good, but still it is too much....wrong estimation...so I guess for the rest of the week we'll don't have to cook or buy anything to eat from outside...

Christmas eve, it suppose to be a religion celebration event. But this religion event had been accepted by everyone in the world, and everyone is enjoying..whether they take is as the celebration for the birth of Jesus Christ, or just a season of greeting, gathering, and party. Everyone still enjoying and celebrating it in their own way. This had testify the Word in bible, " Joy to the world", " all the earth are rejoice for the birth of Christ"....What else season others than Christmas is celebrating through out all the nation? .....

雨记。。。

窗外传来嘻哩呼啦的声音，
花草树木都随着风吹摇摆，婀娜多姿；
仿佛在沐浴中的翩翩起舞的女郎。
雨珠，
随着叶子，
滴落的湖边，
卷起我记忆的涟漪。。。
一波接一波， 一幕又一幕。。
“你现在还好吗？”

我静静躺着， 悄悄看着雨珠在玩闹，
它们的生命让我羡慕。
从大海中的水，随着阳光飘上天空，
在空中翱翔，随风飘逸，
然后又聚集在一起，随着地心引力，
兴奋的掉下地面，然后散开，滋润大地。
源源不绝，多姿多彩的生活。
它们起码更比我们明白它们被造的意义。

吴哥（Ang Kor Wat）欢迎你！

柬埔寨一游，让我的世界奇观之旅的目录上又多添了一个项目。
吴哥窟，简称吴哥，是我这趟旅程中最大的收获了。
它，与中国的万里长城，同列新世界的奇观，又的说是世界七大奇观，有的说是第八奇观， 无论如何， 她都让我为她感到惊叹。简单说， 太有意思了！一新新人类的语言来说，就是'哇噻'，'酷呆了'。
踏入这古城的一霎那间，我就开始兴奋起来，感觉上都充满活力了。第一站，吴哥的微笑，让我不禁对这古迹充满兴趣。不单是她的规模大小，更重要的是她的历史背景。相较与文明的建筑物，这些古迹绝不逊色，而且更胜一筹。没有洋灰，铁钉，瓦块，的时代，她们却更鲜的突出。
吴哥窟的其中主要景点也包裹四面佛庙，还有一个被千年树木'蛀食'的大树庙（我朋友是这么称呼她的），都非常值得去参观，去了解。
至于购物呢？我还是劝大家，要便宜就不要在吴哥窟里购物了。虽然还是蛮便宜的，但晚上去 Siam Reap Town 的夜市逛一逛，你就会找到更便宜的了。吃也一样，平时一餐要一美元的食物，在旅游景点区就要三美元。

当然，来到了异乡，就不妨多吃当地的特产美食。这趟旅程，我可为收获丰富。吃了成形中的鸭蛋，鸭仔蛋；炸蜘蛛，香脆又甜蜜；烤蛇肉，有点象肉干的口感；生吃小螃蟹，有点噁，腥味很重；炸甲虫，炸小蚱蜢，蛮香脆的，完全没有虫虫的味道，就像吃零食一样。
其实，人类的心灵是真的很脆弱。古代的人类不想今时，没有很多的物质最求，所以心灵特别空虚。而当人类心灵空虚时，他们就会想尽办法填满这空虚，于是走向灵界的敬拜。因为人类有灵性，而且脆弱，他们需要一个能用肉眼看的到的偶像来填满这空洞，于是用他们的智慧建出了当今许多的文明古迹。。。埃及金字塔，柬埔寨吴哥窟，斯里兰卡的sirigaya。。。还有圣经中的巴别塔和今牛犊。。。
其实，真神不住在人手所造的，也不能被人约束；真神应该是无所不在，随时随在的。他就在我们身旁，在我们心里。

重逢

有些感情
在经历岁月的摧残后
依然象路边的野草
坚韧不倒

又像遇见旱季的泥鳅
“冬眠”了一段时间
再次遇见雨水
又复活过来

重逢的友情
即使中间有了一段“空白期”
再次相遇
依然拥有曾经的热情

相知，相惜

Enthusiastic & passion?? money & rest??

It was a dilemma situation am facing now. To find the passion, or just having a calm and smooth career path.
How should I further elaborate my situation, and my current feeling? It’s not a sentence or words that can comprehend it. The world economic is in deep down turn , and a large impact toward where I’m working now. With low volume of order, company does not able to sustain their head count and work load as before, thus some action have to be carry out to overcome this cliff. VSS (voluntary separation scheme) and monthly plant shut down is happening, people working in a down atmosphere, some in deep anxious of when will be their turn of getting VSS.
In my position, I’m still the safe one. Not worry of getting VSS, and happy of many shut down going, as it means more travel plan for me. However, the non-stop shut down and holiday had brought my working passion down to a freezing point, where had the fire gone? The work load is very light, and nothing much activities really going in the plant. What I’m concern, is what more will I learn in this kind of down turn, and the career path that I can develop.
Should I looking forward to a better, with more challenging environment, to twist my mind, and to push myself to a larger pressure valve. I’m just free of stress and pressure currently, and not sure whether this is best for a young life that eager for challenging job.
Should I just keep stay in the comfort zone? With adequate income and easy job, back to home on time and stress-free? When we talk about our job among friends, most of them work till late night, and weekend, but not me. Some are in very tension, which I never understand the feeling of working tension. Should I just keep let others to admire of my work, while I’m actually wanna more than now?
When God wanna use anyone in His plan, HE will give them a hard way to walk, and strengthen them during the adversity. What is someone never been through an adversity? Are they strong enough in His plan?
Should I just leave in easy, and get easy? Or leave in adversity, stress, and learn to be stronger?

生命的感动

时间渐渐流逝着， 生命也随着逐流。。。。

好长的一段时间不再写作， 不再玩部落了。
是生活的乏味使生命缺少了感动，
是生活的平淡减少了生命的感动，
还是，对生命的激情减少了， 所以生命不再感动了？
抑或， 最简单的，人懒惰了。

曾经告诉自己，要用文字把生命的每个感动写下， 留给自己， 也与人分享。
现在， 猛然回头一看， 三个月的时间都不再有感动了。
回忆，感动，  随风而飘， 落在我找不回的孤岛。
没有文字的纪录， 仿佛回想过的只是一场虚无的梦。

我要把生命的每个感动， 再次用文字把它保存。
让这具体真实的回忆， 拥有属于它的生命力， 可以感染人， 也能感动自己。

recharge and restart

Wo wo woooo...
the web is full of spider web, after a long break here.
And here I am, to clean it up, and try to write something again.
Thank for the reminder, that I hadn't blog for a long time. As I had almost forget my blog, you still paying attention to my blog.
So, here I back again.

BLOGGING!!!