what to do

ever thinking of what can u do when u do not have the decision power?

there are lot of thing around us, which we are depend on other decision to make effect on our life. but surely, there only one thing we can do.
"to do our best, to influence the one that make decision."

today i had attend the an interview for exchange program,which i choose to go to University of Victoria, in Canada. well, the interview goes very well....although i know very well my performance not very good.
sm more the first time, i heard people say i am a shy guy.......I stun for a while, then he said a again" c, u are shy!!!"...swt....speechless.....cannot think at tht time....wht shud i say?haha....then everyone just laughing....my fren also stun for a while...hhahaha....hmm...am i so shy?   u decide it...

well....when i had do what i can do, the only thing i can do...is just let HIM do the rest.....izit fair enuf? sm said this is a way to throw ur resposibility on other, not to bear wht u whud bear....hhaa..but wht is wrong when some1 stronger then u offer to bear your burden? you just have to believe HE can really bear, and let HIM bear....difficult? or hardly to let go? cannot trust other? u think u strong enuf?