只能献上祷告

地壳裂开，高楼倒塌，
曾经的繁荣城市， 已经沦为废墟；
无数的生命，财产， 深深埋没在大理石地下。
曾经熏烟透气，如今沙尘滔天，
热闹的街道，已被悲哀给吞噬。

我无能为力，只能献上祷告。

洪水泛滥，越堤过界，
居家只剩个屋顶，名贵跑车已变废铁，
成千的人失去居所，上万的财产损失，
脸上的欢笑， 已被哭泣给淹没。

我无能为力，只能献上祷告。

疾病猖狂，瘟疫袭击，
人心惶惶，只能自求多福。
发烧感冒，也能成为刽子手，刀下亡魂过千万，
健康的身体，已被细菌给占据。

我无能为力，只能献上祷告。

饶恕 Forgiveness

曾经有人这么诠释“饶恕” 这个字：做个了结，忘记过去。
To forgive is to conclude, make an ending.

这是一个很有趣，很特别的诠释， 却也很有学问，很深奥。
This is a very funny and special interpretation, but also a very wisdom interpretation.

饶恕一个人，就是不再追究他的过去，重新接受全新的他。为他曾经对你种下的伤害，做个了结，不再追究，不再提起，
完完全全的把这伤害从记忆中删除。
Forgive a person, is not to track his past, to wholly accept a new him. Make a conclude and ending to all the harm he cause you, and not to mention it again, it is to totally remove the mischief memory from your mind.

唯有当你不再记得这伤害，这伤害才无法造成你的偏见，这样你才能完全地接受他。
Only when you forgotten the harm,it cant cause your prejudice. then only you can totally accept him .

主耶稣也是这样的饶恕我们，接受我们。 他使我们与罪作的了结，使我们与旧我做个了结， 使我们成为一个全新的人， 然后完全的接纳我们。
Our Lord JESUS also forgive us and accept us in this way. HE made a conclude to our sins, made a conclude to our oldies, and made us a " new us", then only he totally accept us.

如果主耶稣没有这样的饶恕我们，那我们的过去恐怕也只会让我们自己在主面前感到惭愧，甚至不敢来到他的面前。
If Lord JESUS　haven't forgive us in such way, then our past may only will cause ourselves felt guilty, and dare not to come to HIM.

Finding My Way Home

its been a creepy night,
I'm lost in a wink ,
in a forest of thousand eyes;
a place which are so strange to me ,
that I couldn't recognize any thing around me,
then I realized that I'm too far away from home.
I raise my head,
gaze at the familiar star upon me,
and i knew HE was there,
He never leave me alone.

I tried to make my move ,
finding my way back to home;
it was so heavy on my feet,
that I hardly take a move.
It was a sin-made chain lock,
I couldn't remember when did I locked up,
but its rusty appearance tell me that it was long time ago.
 
Where was the key?I wonder.
I saw some stone beside me,
and it was written good deed,
there were small and big,
and i took up the biggest one,
tried to brake the lock with my " good deed".
and I found it was useless,
the larger stone I took, I felt more tired and exhausted.
none of the "deed" could save me from the lock.

suddenly a spark catch my eyes,
the star is twinkle and waving to me,
then I realize HE is watching me,
and waiting for me.

I bow down my knee,
grief for the sin and all the deed,
I couldn't dare to seek HIS help,
as I know I'm too far away from HIM.
I'm fall into unconscious in my repentance.

when I'm awake,
I was in a giant shoulder,
HE carrying me with my lock on HIS shoulder,
it was so warmth and safe with HIS present.

I was back to home,
and HE lay me down gentlemanly.
He took out a key, with GRACE printed,
and easily open it up.

" we cant really find out way home by ourselves, when we drown in sinful world. only HE can bring us home, and unlock us with Grace.
are you finding your way ??
see upon the sky, the sun and the star never change wherever you are, so does HE. "

conversation with an angel

There is always a time, where people longing for the present of an angel. It is usually in time of stormy or disaster, inner or outer, we looking for the angel to appear before us, giving us a hand of helps.
I met an angel today, but not in my stormy time. She comes out from nowhere, in a moment of my peaceful time, yet she is an angel with a broken wing.
She came to me, to share with me of her hard time. The time she fly through hurricane and tsunami, she told me how her wing being broken down by the light, how suffer is she in this moment. An angel that we taught should came to save us, is now coming to looking for helps.
I have nothing to offer for the angel, but only a listening ears. I took her up, and bandit  her wound, bring her to a place that safe to rest. I'm not a good adviser, nor a good counselor,  but tried to encourage her with the word of our Creator.
In a sudden time, i felt we are rising from the ground. Without realizing, a pair of wings grow from my back, which bringing us up , and fly together in the wilderness .

" An angel not always come to our life to helps, but she might come to our life for helps. Loving each others with the love of Christ, you might welcoming an angel without realizing, and you yourself could be an angel for others. God send so many people round us for us to love and helps, so that we can practice the lesson of giving and loving, when we doing so, an angel might just in the crowed , that waiting to bless us through our offering."

小信

自从USM理科大学被冠上APEX UNIVERSITY 这个衔头后，学生都被搞得人心惶惶的，
因为大家都知道以后的日子都不会好过了。
而且，还传出这个学期我们的工程系分院只收400 个学生，比往年过年的学生人数还少一半。华裔分子更是担心一直以来保持的宗族平衡会失衡。而身为大专团契的我们，甚至不敢想象这学期会有多少的基督徒来到我们的分院。
我们唯一能做的，就是不住的祷告，将我们大专前面的道路交托在全能父上帝的手中。 我们宣告这团契是属于主的，他必会亲自看顾，也为我们预备新的人力在我们的当中。
说实在的，虽然祷告了，交托了，但心中始终有些担心。
今天是我们大专这个学期的第一次聚会，也是我们的迎新会。以外的来到我们当中的新生竟然是我们大专成立以来最多的一次，竟然有整20 多位的新生在我们当中，当然当中也包过了一些非信徒。 还是向往常一样的以东马人为主，只有几位的西马人。我们相信应该还有很多的基督徒新生没有参与我们今天的聚会，所以估计差不多有30位的新生力在我们的大专里， 感谢主！！这已经是我们团契的一半人数了。
神的作为真得很奇妙，在人的小信上总是能够让人惊喜，给人惊叹。虽然来到理大的人数少了一半，可基督徒的学生却多了一半，这是多么奇妙的数学程式啊。
我感谢主，虽然我小信，可他却看顾我 ，再次的建立我的信心.
箴言里有句话说得很对：“你所做的，要交托耶和华，你所谋的，就必成立 （16：3）。”
只要交托了，尽本分了，接下来就是看神的作为了 。

奉献

“当东方博士们把黄金没药乳香献上给耶稣时，
马槽外面一个小牧童难过的哭了，因为他没有什么可以献上给耶稣。
博士安慰他说：孩子，别难过。 我们已经老了，而你正年青，还可献上一生。”

这是一个很简单的故事，背后却有很大的意义。
我们能献上最好的不是金钱，不是物质，而是我们自己，我们的时间，我们的生命。
人的一生在乎的不是活得长短，而是活得丰盛与否。我们有否完成我们在世上的使命，那才是最重要的。
在我的安静时间里，我思想了生命的意义，
看到生命的执着，所追求的尽都是虚空，
金钱，名利，地位，都不过一转眼成空。
而只有那看不见的关系，才能满足人的欲望，
追求建立人与神的关系，建立人与人的关系，
在关系中寻求满足的幸福。
在关系的建立中 ，少不了的就是奉献，
献出我们的时间去陪伴，去关心，去了解，
献出我们的爱，关怀。
惟有懂得奉献，我们才能获得更好的赏赐！！！

Encouragement

God's LOVE for us gives us the reason to encourage others;
God's LOVE in us gives us the ability to encourage others;
God's LOVE through us gives us the way to encourage others.

what does it meant to be encourage to other?
a water in dessert, a light in dark, a fire in winter, a coffee in raining......
it is a hope in hopeless, that give a meaning of life in depression.

it push a ones to walk a mile more then he can imagine,
it support one to endure in cold when the leg is freeze,
it strengthen the heart of one that staying on the border of death, yet not fallen.

there is a word from ancient, " being encourage to others, is the biggest encourage to yourself",
to support others, we must learn to support ourselves at 1st.
and to become blessing to others, we must 1st being bless by ourselves.

BUT, how do we become a encourage and blessing to ourselves?
the GOD did.
because HE bless us so much, that HIS blessing overflow in us,
so that we have more to bless others.
to become encourage and bless to ourselves, we just need to received the blessing and encourage from GOD.
it so simple and so easy.
gain and give.....at continuous process without pause,
keep on receive, and keep on giving it out.

the BIBLE urge us , all believer.
to learn to encourage each other, not despite each other.
to built an altar in us, that what we offer up is encouragement.

路得记- 回转的福气

上个星期， 积财传道分享了路得记的信息。是一篇很激励人心的道，也是这一年中最刺激我的道。
短短的四章经文，道出了回转的福气。

原来，在苦难当中 ，神也不曾离弃依靠他的人，只要专心仰望他，他的旨意必定指引我们走在他的赐福道路上。
拿而米虽然因灾荒而离开了神，更去到了属于恶者掌权的地方，可他对神的信心并没有因此而失去。我相信她是因为丈夫的关系，才离开伯利恒，而非她本身的意愿。虽然说人必须担当自己作恶的后果，她丈夫和两个儿子都死了，只剩下她和两个媳妇。可她有把她的信仰传递给她的媳妇-路得。路得也是圣经中第一个接受福音的外邦人。由此可见，神的旨意在冥冥中其实早已命定外邦人也能得救，也能领受神的福气，只要相信他，无论是犹太人或外邦人，其实都不重要。

拿而米最终选择了返回伯利恒，更带着路得同行。因为路得的信，神赐福给拿而米，也赐福给路得，让他们在伯利恒找到安息地，找到庇护所。拿而米也从路得得了一个儿子，饵备得， 就是大卫王的公公。

人， 只要肯回转，神是随时等待的。
人，只要不怕回转，神是愿意原谅的。
人，只要真心会转，神是永远爱你的。

Relationship graft

I suddenly have an idea on using a graft to describe human relationship, in a engineering method.
there are a lot of graph we using in engineering, and it is actually can illustrate human relationship in the same method.

a bell shape graph, where the mean,mod and median is on the same point, illustrate the relationship behavior that from a stranger become a buddy, and then it drop back to a stranger state. In Chinese, there is a word" 分久必合，合久必分” , strongly told us that no relationship is really stay long . People can slowly become intimate, yet it also slowly become stranger. Taking an example, a couple start from a stranger, then friend, then brake up and become normal friend, or even stranger to each other. it is so sarcastic that, 2 people that once so intimate, can become to stranger to each other. Dramatic?? that's the real life.

oscillation curve, a relationship that keep on changing. once a while very close, once a while very far. It has extreme amplitude on both peak, a curve that present a couple that always argue, always fighting, always love each other and hate each other ,yet they havn't brake up. Curious? or Amazing? i know a few of couple like that, and I wonder how they can manage to be like that for a long time. maybe the rest of their life will be going like this.

When u heat a water from ice, u found the water temperature to rise from 0 Celsius to 100 Celsius, and it reach plateau stated. This is the relationship I longing for. a relationship that when it reach the peak, it wont drop, and it keep on the intimacy between each other for their rest. Isin't it wonderful?

HOW WOULD THE RELATIONSHIP CURVE OF A HUMAN AND GOD??
think about it.
izit a bell shape curve, an oscillation curve, or a plateau state curve? 

What you pray, You have to Pay

" What you pray, You have to Pay"

this is the word i learn last Thursday on the prayer meet.

Many of us always asking GOD, why does GOD not answering my prayer? Where is GOD? or Why GOD hidden from me?

our GOD is a GOD that listen to prayer, HE never miss up each of our prayer,but the problem is do we pray in according to HIS will?
or, do we pay for what we pray?

in the Lord's prayer, Jesus teach us the right way to pray.
first, ask for HIS kingdom, may HIS kingdom come, May HIS will work on us......
on for ourself, they prayer is just simply provide what we need for our daily life.

In church, we always pray that GOD revive our church, revive our fellowship. but after the prayer, we done nothing? Are we giving order to GOD to finish the task we giving to HIM?? GOD only answer our prayer when we offer up ourself to fulfill the prayer we ask, and HE will give us JOY and PEACE when we serve HIM....

or,in study. we just asking GOD to give us wisdom to success in study, to score A. and we just sitting there waiting for miracle to happen? GOD is not a servant to serve each of us, or a JINN to make our wish come true.......Had we make GOD our servant in any way?
and when GOD does not make our wish com true, we blame HIM for HIS power not strong enough, then change to find another god that can help us......people had set the priority in serving, GOD make us, and we exist for GOD; but people nows day make them the lord of thier god, and the god is only exist to help them....such a wicked attitude!

Let us learn today, not just giving task for GOD to do. but asking what can we do in order to make our prayer come true.learn to set GOD in the first of our priority, to serve HIM and the community.

健全的祷告

健全的祷告是以神为对象，为中心， 使信心与盼望增加，除去焦虑与惧怕，心中就只有平安喜乐；有肯定积极的人生观与价值。
喜乐是建立在与神的关系，祷告既是与神相交，就有真实的喜乐。

Prayer . Faith . Submission

is all about prayer and faith .

since
last sem, my church fellowship had plan to organise a camp in this sem.
and I had been voted to be the co-ordinator for this camp.i not really
want to take this post at first, but......i just learnt o submit to
God. since He choosen me, juz believe tht He will lead me. It is really
a good homework for me to learn to organize this camp, and to built a
better teamwork with all the church member.

at first, we had set
a target of 50 people with 10 of non-christian. and we believe this is
a great faith to reach this target. coz our previous camp usually is
around 30 - 40 people. However, we still pray for this camp and
believe tht God will prepare the people for this camp.

Me, I
pray everyday during the holiday. Juz believe tat God will provide the
people for us, even though i oso curious of whether the target too big
to reach.

But thx God, He is really such a God tht listent o
prayer. finally there are 65 participant, with 14 of them are
non-christian. This people is more then wht we ask, and now only we saw
that our faith is too small. We should really have more faith to God.

" dont set a target of a human for God, for God is unlimited"
" Pray and you will be given, let go urself and you will be blessed more"
" when doing God's thing, just do our best and have faith in Him for thing not in our hand"

人活这是为什么？

或许许多人都曾经问过这个问题吧！！忙绿了一辈子由为了什么？ 读书读这么高又为了什么？到头来， 或许只是一场空。。或许明天不再来， 那今天的努力又是为了什么？人空手来到世上， 死后也一样什么都带不走， 到头来有时一场空虚。。。。

如果人没有永生的盼望， 那今生就永远只是空虚。 活着这为了争一口气， 吃一顿饭， 笑一大场； 争完，吃完，笑完， 又是另一场空。那人在今生又何必行善，挟制自己，造福其他人，却填满不了自己。

若果人有永生的盼望， 那今生就不再虚度。 活着因为有盼望，才懂得去珍惜和拥有，学会行善及付出爱。即使明天不再来， 心里也仍然有平安有喜乐。

大学生活也一样， 没有盼望就虚度生涯。 盲盲目目的过了几年， 看回去也找不到回忆。如果忙，只为了考好成绩，那就是盲， 看不到生命中有更美好的事更值得我们去追求。

dead or alive

one of my fren ask me one question today. she had caught my attention
on this, and wht amaze is i just think about the same question
yesterday.

" why are some one die in young age
,yet some one die in old age; some one die in peace, yet someone die in
horror look"
Yesterday , the famous taiwan artist - Tsu
Wei Lun had just past away in an accident.and i also thinking of the
same question. whle i figure it, i found thanksful to God, and i have a
satisfied answer for myself.

there is something we cannot choose in our life, tht is
our birth and our death. no one can choose to born when, where and
how.even no one can ask to born. No one of us had requird to born to
this earth, but we born becoz God choose to give us life. i remember
someone said" your born is a gift, and the life on the earth is a
grace", i like this word very much. maybe we are too greedy and always
ask for more, we never satisfied with wht we have. we have life bcoz of
God's grace, and we just gain it for nothing , so God have ultimate
power to decide when will we die or how will we die. God had
unconditional gave us life just like tht, so why do we complain to
God," why do u give me so short life"," I want to live
longer"........no one is deserve to life longer, but life longer is the
grace of God......

when we die, is just our body tht die, our spirit is
eternal. so, how we die are not important. but wht important is , how u
face your death, do u have peace when u die???.someone die in peace,
and someone die in sickness, someone even die in accident......does how
they die realy important??the fact is they already die.....and they
will never raise again.....talking of die, why are we affraid of die??
someone said ppl afraid of die becoz they dnno where will they go ...i
believe i this....human are afraid of something we dunno.....and some
say, ppl affrain of death bcoz they cannot let go of thing on eart....i
believe in this too......sometime we grab something too hard, and
we cannot let go of it, we even dunwan to let go........but God say, "
let go of everything, and left it on me" ," i will take care of your
everything", "i want to be the first in your heart"..........we do not
realize tht everything we have are from God, and when God want it back,
we argue with Him.....

my fren also ask me, does God determind how a
peson die?? I believe God never determind how a person die, but we are
die in the will of God....which mean tht God allow how we die on the
earth......everything in the earth are work in natural, just like how
we die also something natural.maybe we careless driving cause our
death, but it doesnt mean tht God make us careless, is just tht our
careless make it.... it is somehting natural........but God sure is
allow this thing to happen.....because nothing can happen without God's
allowed......just like the Bible said ' God is power over everything on
the earh"........

I believe everyone chasing on diff thing in thier
life.....some is career, money, famous,.....but nothing of this can
long forever, and none of this can bring with us when we
die.........God had given us the opportunity to choose, and the time
limit to choose is just when we are alive.....when we leave, we had no
more choice.......so, do we chasing for wht we can enjoy, chasing of
wht tht will perish....or we chasing something tht ensure our eternal,
something tht everlasting........the real joy cannot come from thing
tht will perish, but those tht everlasting............

friend, if u reading this blog. hopefully u can flash back to ur own
life. wht are u chasing and aiming? do u know where will u go when die
??

Here i am...

Here i am......

haha....a very nice word......if u watch " save the last dance 2", sure u have the same feeling with me.......

people keep asking why are u here? what are you here for?? but what
most important is.........Here I am........really?? think about
it.........

some time we really like to ask ourself question like
this..........or we even have so many complain for what we are
now,where are we now, what we doing now..........what ever the complain
is, the situation never change....becoz you are there now..........it
only change when u change....try to think from another corner, with a
brand new view....you may get some thing new........

erm.............Here i am ...........a great word
instead........there is a song with this title sang by Hills Song.....i
like it very much.........
"here i am to worship, here i am to bow down,here i am to say that You are God....."

Confession

Confession......what will u think about this word??
Today
just lead and discuss about this topic in my church cell group.many
have diff opinion about it.but all have the same point, that is to
regret and turn from what is the wrong.
Why do people need to confess of thier sin to GOD?? how will GOD treat those who confess to HIM??

Our GOD is a awesome and mercy GOD , HE will forgive and cleans
our sin as we confess our sin to HIM. this is the promise of GOD and is
written in the BIBLE. but some how , people had abuse the mercy and
grace of GOD, they believe that GOD will spare thier sin so they keep
doing wrong and keep confess.This is totally wrong!!!!!!!! God is not
teaching this way , confess without a heart of regret is useless.

Some people had absent from church because they think that they
are not worth to come to church.not worth for Jesus to die for
them.Some even think that the Holy GOD cannot allow their guilty to
present.GOD is not like that. BIBLE says GOD love the spirit that
regret in heart, GOD forgive those that turn to HIM. and GOD also say
He give his peace to you.
How merciful is HE??????? HIS
give us all HE could and accept us all we are.......so fren , turn to
the GOD that love you.He is always waiting for you to turn back to HIM.

Shalom and GOD bless!!!!!!!!