凡事都有定时

凡事都有定期，天下萬務都有定時。 生有時，死有時。栽種有時，拔出所栽種的，也有時。。。。神造萬物，各按其時成為美好。又將永生安置在世人心裡。然而神從始至終的作為，人不能參透。 (傳 3:1-11)
神总有他最美好的时间，让我们遇到对的人，对的时机，经历他的恩典。 所以，我们应当学习交托， 耐心等待， 凭信心相信神的安排，还有他美好的旨意。

Christmas eve 2011

Tick tock....tick tock...

The bell for Christmas is ringing, and melody is floating in the sky...

Christmas eve is just about to end, and the season of greeting is here.

Merry Christmas and Felix Navidad to all my friends!

This year Christmas eve is different than those I have every year, as this year I'm attending church on this special day ( although I actually really hope to attend). My second bro, Cyron is having his engagement party + house warming party together on this Christmas eve, and invite me to come love to witness, and to help up for his preparation.

The whole day, we were just busy on preparing the food for tonight party. we do spaghetti both red tomato sauce and white cabonara sauce, skewed Beef, Roasted Turkey, Mash Potato, fruit salad.....a lot of food.....I found that I actually still enjoying cooking, like those days before when I was in Canada. Anyway, this days had become much lesser....

in short, the party goes smooth, and everyone enjoying it. The food is good, but still it is too much....wrong estimation...so I guess for the rest of the week we'll don't have to cook or buy anything to eat from outside...

Christmas eve, it suppose to be a religion celebration event. But this religion event had been accepted by everyone in the world, and everyone is enjoying..whether they take is as the celebration for the birth of Jesus Christ, or just a season of greeting, gathering, and party. Everyone still enjoying and celebrating it in their own way. This had testify the Word in bible, " Joy to the world", " all the earth are rejoice for the birth of Christ"....What else season others than Christmas is celebrating through out all the nation? .....

雨记。。。

窗外传来嘻哩呼啦的声音，
花草树木都随着风吹摇摆，婀娜多姿；
仿佛在沐浴中的翩翩起舞的女郎。
雨珠，
随着叶子，
滴落的湖边，
卷起我记忆的涟漪。。。
一波接一波， 一幕又一幕。。
“你现在还好吗？”

我静静躺着， 悄悄看着雨珠在玩闹，
它们的生命让我羡慕。
从大海中的水，随着阳光飘上天空，
在空中翱翔，随风飘逸，
然后又聚集在一起，随着地心引力，
兴奋的掉下地面，然后散开，滋润大地。
源源不绝，多姿多彩的生活。
它们起码更比我们明白它们被造的意义。

重逢

有些感情
在经历岁月的摧残后
依然象路边的野草
坚韧不倒

又像遇见旱季的泥鳅
“冬眠”了一段时间
再次遇见雨水
又复活过来

重逢的友情
即使中间有了一段“空白期”
再次相遇
依然拥有曾经的热情

相知，相惜

Enthusiastic & passion?? money & rest??

It was a dilemma situation am facing now. To find the passion, or just having a calm and smooth career path.
How should I further elaborate my situation, and my current feeling? It’s not a sentence or words that can comprehend it. The world economic is in deep down turn , and a large impact toward where I’m working now. With low volume of order, company does not able to sustain their head count and work load as before, thus some action have to be carry out to overcome this cliff. VSS (voluntary separation scheme) and monthly plant shut down is happening, people working in a down atmosphere, some in deep anxious of when will be their turn of getting VSS.
In my position, I’m still the safe one. Not worry of getting VSS, and happy of many shut down going, as it means more travel plan for me. However, the non-stop shut down and holiday had brought my working passion down to a freezing point, where had the fire gone? The work load is very light, and nothing much activities really going in the plant. What I’m concern, is what more will I learn in this kind of down turn, and the career path that I can develop.
Should I looking forward to a better, with more challenging environment, to twist my mind, and to push myself to a larger pressure valve. I’m just free of stress and pressure currently, and not sure whether this is best for a young life that eager for challenging job.
Should I just keep stay in the comfort zone? With adequate income and easy job, back to home on time and stress-free? When we talk about our job among friends, most of them work till late night, and weekend, but not me. Some are in very tension, which I never understand the feeling of working tension. Should I just keep let others to admire of my work, while I’m actually wanna more than now?
When God wanna use anyone in His plan, HE will give them a hard way to walk, and strengthen them during the adversity. What is someone never been through an adversity? Are they strong enough in His plan?
Should I just leave in easy, and get easy? Or leave in adversity, stress, and learn to be stronger?

遗忘

遗忘

还记得吗

他们婚礼的那天
我牵着你的手  听你说着对婚姻的憧憬
然后紧握着你，我说
执子之手， 与子偕老

遗忘了吗
看着台湾的偶像剧
躺卧在我胸膛   你说有闻到幸福的味道
然后紧抱着我， 你说
我们要幸福， 永远幸福


我们怎么了
把过去的美好都遗忘了
像流星划过   消失在眼前
再也找不回过去的画面

画面模糊了
偶尔想起某些事，某些人
当时间流过  你我识曾相识
历史终究还是被遗忘的故事

Heart matters

The bible said: keep your heart, more than anything else.

The heart is the control system to your mind, and it does affecting your attitude in every circumstances. The heart here, is not the physically heart, but a spiritually heart, the heart of gold that impress others, it's what the reflect your personality and attitude.

Been working for a while, and a quotes that I realize is: " it is easy to change your working environment, but it's never easy to change your inner environment. Your heart determine your innerself, and keep you right where ever circumstances you are."

Some people always complain of their current work, and eagerly to find another job for better offering, or changing a new environment. But, would they stop complaining their job when they are in a new position? Do you have a right attitude in your work, as the same in your life? You can change job, can you change life?

Some people are passionate in their local church, but away from serving when they leaving to a new place, or change new job. The excuses was always same: busy, no time, need to rest. Do your heart change when your circumstances changed? keep your heart with God, and you would be passionate to serve HIM where ever you are, or in what ever situation you facing.

Bible mention many times, that heart is the key factor to determine our faith. And it is our heart that demon want to steal from God. The heart of worship

穿越

铁马旗下，速奔飞，
穿越五千年的历史城。
东南西北，看八方；
旨在黄昏一瞬间。

有人说， 要看一百年的中国， 就要看上海； 要看一千年的中国， 就要看北京； 要看五千年的中国呢？ 那就要看长安， 也就是现在的西安。
当黄昏未临的一刻， 骑上了铁马在长安的五千年的城墙上饶了一圈， 经过城墙的四极， 过八方，看着城市从白天进黑夜， 街上路灯渐发亮， 有种穿越时空的感觉。

一瞬间， 一霎那， 回到原点时； 一切都已经面目全非。
不变的， 只有那赤子之心。 

呼叫“爸爸”

应该有三个月了， 离上一次看他的时候。 他就是我的“干儿子”， 育宏。 我都叫他“宏宏”， 今年才两岁大。
今天，特地回了亚罗士打一趟，去拿我的医药报告。 所以，也特别抽空过去看一看这个宝贝干儿子， 当然还有他的妈妈，我的很要好的朋友。

人家都说，小孩长得很快。原来是真的， 不过才三个月没见他， 就已经改变了很多。 之前，不会说话，不会走路，不会叫人； 现在会走路了，会自己找玩具玩了，还会叫人，更会认人了。 今天才开始教他叫我“爸爸”（他不会发K音）， 就不停叫我。 吃东西也叫，玩游戏也叫。。。。。真的很惹人爱！
原来，被人叫“爸爸”的感觉真的很好，好象多了一份责任感。 虽然，我还有另一个“阿 girl" 每次都叫我 “阿爸”。 哈哈， 好象讲到我很老这样。 大学里面更有一班小瓜叫我 “阿祖” 叻！

突然间，让我想起天上的父神。 祂不也是一样喜欢我们呼叫祂一声“阿爸” 或者“爸爸” 吗？ 有或者“爹地” 或 “老豆” 吗？ 祂希望我们以最亲密的关系称呼祂， 同时更希望我们认真看待这样的称呼。 这样的称呼，使我们与天父建立一种更亲密的关系， 而也给祂一种责任更要赐福于我们，爱我们，保护我们。。。。

神，配的我们这样的称呼。 而我们，本是不配这样得来称呼祂，却因这祂的恩典得着了这样的荣耀，所以更应该珍惜。 然后，好好用这样的关系， 与我们亲爱的父神交谈，倾诉。。。

走了

这一次， 我真的要走了，真的要离开了。
大学的五年，也正式的画上了句点。

过去的几年，送走了不少的学长学姐。不过，其实都没有什么感触。 所谓“天下无不散之筵席”，总觉得人总是会分离，然后各自往自己的梦想去追逐，去圆梦。 很自然的，就带着祝福和愉快的心情送别。
这一次，到我走了。没有很不舍得，也没有很舍不得，毕竟这是人生的其中一个必经阶段。 或许，这一次要送走的都是曾经看着他们成长的 junior， 而且也和他们一起离开， 所以难免会比较感伤。

我珍惜最后的几次联谊机会， 特别送了几个灵里的女儿， 还有小弟小妹们到槟岛或机场， 有的一起看场电影，有的一起唱K， 还有一起搭巴士的。 或许， 真的觉得自己没有太多时间与他们在一起了，所以即使身心有多疲累，都尽量在这短短有限的时间里， 与大家一起分享，喝茶，吃宵夜， 一起胡闹。

有人问我，对今年的毕业生有什么话说吗？ 其实没太多话说，该说的也说了。
有些惭愧的是，要毕业来了发现有好几个真的在五年里没谈上几句话， 没建立起好的关系，还能补救吗？ 我努力过了， 相信这努力的种子，会发芽，会被发现。

我常告诉他们，人走过的地方，必定留下痕迹。 人与人之间的联系，或多或少都会影响其他人。
我只希望，我能留下好的影响，好的学习给大家。
再次附上我最喜欢的名句

“悄悄地我来了， 正如我悄悄地走； 我挥一挥衣袖， 不带走一片云彩。”
我把我的云彩留下， 希望我的影子仍然在你们生命中。 时不时，会突然想起我。