Lost

Lost

In darkness, I'm searching,
for a path to lead to eternity.
There is never an easy task,
to grab on anything,
yet knowing what it might be.

The path is clear,
when the mind is clear;
the mind is clear,
when the source of eternity
is sustaining.
But, I'm lost when I'm aware.

Oh, temptation the poison Ivy,
attractive and captivating,
how many souls had become refugee,
losing their wills and freedom,
fall in awareness of self condemn.

I'm still lost,
although I know the way.
What I know,
my body against it;
What my will against it,
my body do it.
I'm lost in a self paradox,
to do, or not to do.

If there is any way,
there must be someone there,
hold me up and hold me back.
and she,
might just needing someone as well,
to search together,
when 2 lost meet, it become found.