Christmas Party 2007

this is one of the great christmas i had.
This year the party
in my house was on 25th of Dec again, it is the day for all Christian
to celebrate and remembrance of the birth of our dear Lord Jesus Christ.

We having a simple dinner this year, my family only prepare the
spagetti and some drink, Bro Chew bring us his favourite turkey , salad
and also the tendelon beef, Aunty Peggy prepare a fried bihun and also
2 special christmas cake, Aunty Mui bring us some coconut jelly, Ah Li
gugu bring us a-chat, Uncle Tiam bring a roasted baby pig and 4 bottle
of wine and whisky.....Thx to all of u which making this party
wonderful and perfect..if anyone of u come to my huose tht day, i sure
u are are suprise with wht we had,.,,hahha...I didnt invite my friend
to come this time, as my house is too small for so many people, and it
is unconvinient also.Rrealy really sorry to all my langkawi friend~~~~

We had a great time that night, having some cocktail which are prepare
by ME, haha...and vodca, whisky, carona beer, and also wine.....i had
prepare a champine and sparkling juice but didnt make it to
open...haha....we chit-chat and having a small card game, loser eat the
chocalate...haha.....

青专营--简单的分享

五天四夜在金马伦的青专营终于结束了。这一趟的旅程学习了很多很多， 特别是池金代牧师与余德林牧师的培灵与圣经查考。

培灵-顾名思义就是栽培灵命。
讲员是池金代牧师，也是东马卫理神学院的院长，主修讲道学。
这次的分享市有关我们的主题：生命立体图。
牧师主要把生命立体图分为体，智，灵，群，四方面去探讨。牧师以非常生动的方式与我们一起来探讨这四方面的课题。在这几天的营会真的让我更认识自己，也更明白神的旨意。

圣经查考：启示录
讲员：余德林牧师，也是新加玻三一神学院的讲师，主修哲学。
余牧师是一个充满哲学理论的博士，每一句话都让人得去想好几遍才能明白，了解。是很好的锻炼思考能力的机会。哈哈。特别是牧师对于启示录的解经更是让我对启示录有更深一层的认识。

这次的营会虽然有些营员突然有事不能参与，但感谢举办当局的体谅，他们为每一个讲座都录制了下来，让所有营员都可以在当中学习。

也感谢神，这次的营会让我解决了一些私人的问题，更能明白神的心意。这次的营会，就像是一把火把，再次的把我的火点燃，为主发光。

不足中的奉献

“可 12：44“

这里说到的是一位穷寡妇的奉献。这穷寡妇给的奉献虽然这是两个铜钱，可是主耶稣却称这人的奉献比众人还多。因为众人给的都是自己有余的，而这寡妇是自己不足还把所有的献上。

每次唱诗歌是都说要把一切献给主，把生命献给主。可是回到自己的生活圈子时，一当忙起来，时间不够用时就会对主说
“对不起，我现在很忙，不能事奉，不能聚会，不能崇拜。“ ， 金钱不够用时就会对主说 “对不起，现在钱不够用，
等我下次有钱时再给十一“，等等的借口来满足自己的不是。可是主就是这样在上面听着，看着， 还是一样的对我们微笑。

同样的道理用在人与人之间的关系也是一样。当一个朋友需要帮忙时，我们是否也只有在自己有多余的时侯是才肯伸出我们的手呢？这朋友会有怎样的感受呢？同样
神也有一样的感受，但他还是一样微笑的对着我们。如果我们在没有多余的时候伸出我们的手，这朋友也会因此而心存感谢，充满欢欣，更重视你这位朋友。同样
的，神也是喜悦这样的奉献。

回想起，其实很多时候我也是这样。无论是在金钱或时间的奉献，都是在自己有余的才愿意献给主。还以为主也会喜悦我这样的奉献，看回这段经节才发现到自己的
奉献也错了。主将他所有的一切都给了我们，而我们所拥有的都是从主而来。当主要我们学习奉献时，我们却无法学习顺服及依靠的功课。主喜悦的是在不足中仍然
献上的奉献！！这经节一语敲醒我。有余的才献上，就好像施舍一样，是谁都能做到的，是不需要牺牲，不需要心疼的， 可是神不是要我们这样的奉献；相信神丰盛的恩典而献上的我们不足中的奉献，会让我们有点心疼，有些舍不得，更需要牺牲其它的东西，可是
这是神所喜悦的。

时间不足，仍然事奉崇拜；

金钱不足，仍然献上十一；

快乐不足，仍然献上欢笑；

物质不足，仍然献上感谢；

生命不足，仍然献上一生。

Know the Lies

"There is a Siam live in penang, but all his friend dunno that he is a Siam.

They know he like Thai food very much. One day ,they bring him to a
famous Thai food restaurant in penang. After the meal, all his friend
said that the Thai food was very delicious.

He didnt say anything , and just be quiet. But in his heart, he dun
really think it is delicious as he had aet the real delicious Thai food
before."

This is just a story tht i just heard from the CF meeting.I like this story.

Today CF topic was " know the lies",but how to know what is lies??

this story told us. When you know what is the
truth, then u can know is the message you receive is a lies or a truth.
but if u never know what is the truth, then you probably will take what
is lies as a truth.

There is a very important point here. "Know what is
the TRUTH". to know the lies, you must know wat is truth first. another
example: we usually breath the fresh air, when we breath a
poluted air, we can know immediately tht this air got some problem.
When we usually practice and understand wat is truth, we can notice the
lies immediately when it come to us

矛盾

生活就是一个矛盾。

明知道懒惰不好，却还是继续懒惰；

明知道是非不好，却还是继续是非；

明知道打机不好，却还是继续打机；

明知道粗话不好。却还是继续粗话；

明知道吸烟不好，却还是继续吸烟；

明知道毒粉不好，却还是继续吸毒；

明知道要努力，却仍然不努力；

明知道要读书，却仍然不读书；

明知道要作业，却仍然不作业；

明知道要运动；却仍然不运动；

明知道要积极，却仍然不积极；

明知道要尽责，却仍然不尽责；

明知道要孝敬，却仍然不孝敬；

人的一生就是充满矛盾，明知可为却不为，明知不可为却为也。

还有许许多多的矛盾在生活中，人是知道的，可是却行不出。

究竟矛盾要如何才能解开呢？？思费所异。。。。。。

你会嫁给我吗？

从前有一个瞎眼的女孩，它很讨厌身边所有的人，除了它的男朋友！那个女孩很自卑，一直都觉得自己配不起她的男友，也因此而不敢嫁给那男孩。不过那男孩很喜欢那女孩，所以也一直没有放弃那女孩。

有一天，那个女孩对他的男朋友说：“假如有一天我看到你的样貌，我就嫁给你”。男孩听了，只是微微的笑了几下。过后，有一
个好心人把他的双眼捐给那女孩。经过了几个月，那女孩终于可以打开眼睛，看那男孩。那个女孩看到了男孩的样貌，才知道原来那个男孩也是瞎眼的。

那个男孩问那个女孩：“愿意嫁给我了吗？”那女孩开始害怕，开始彷徨，因为她无法接受一个瞎了双眼的人，所以拒绝了那男孩，但那男孩只是微笑的对那女孩说：“ 那你要好好照顾我的双眼哦！”

那男孩就这样的付出他的双眼，让他最爱的那个女孩能够看见。
伟大的爱往往是不求回报，只懂得付出。

懂得真爱的人，找到幸福;
懂得付出的人，找到满足；
懂得接受的人，找到关怀；
懂得爱人的人，找到自己。

祝大家情人节快乐！！！

dead or alive

one of my fren ask me one question today. she had caught my attention
on this, and wht amaze is i just think about the same question
yesterday.

" why are some one die in young age
,yet some one die in old age; some one die in peace, yet someone die in
horror look"
Yesterday , the famous taiwan artist - Tsu
Wei Lun had just past away in an accident.and i also thinking of the
same question. whle i figure it, i found thanksful to God, and i have a
satisfied answer for myself.

there is something we cannot choose in our life, tht is
our birth and our death. no one can choose to born when, where and
how.even no one can ask to born. No one of us had requird to born to
this earth, but we born becoz God choose to give us life. i remember
someone said" your born is a gift, and the life on the earth is a
grace", i like this word very much. maybe we are too greedy and always
ask for more, we never satisfied with wht we have. we have life bcoz of
God's grace, and we just gain it for nothing , so God have ultimate
power to decide when will we die or how will we die. God had
unconditional gave us life just like tht, so why do we complain to
God," why do u give me so short life"," I want to live
longer"........no one is deserve to life longer, but life longer is the
grace of God......

when we die, is just our body tht die, our spirit is
eternal. so, how we die are not important. but wht important is , how u
face your death, do u have peace when u die???.someone die in peace,
and someone die in sickness, someone even die in accident......does how
they die realy important??the fact is they already die.....and they
will never raise again.....talking of die, why are we affraid of die??
someone said ppl afraid of die becoz they dnno where will they go ...i
believe i this....human are afraid of something we dunno.....and some
say, ppl affrain of death bcoz they cannot let go of thing on eart....i
believe in this too......sometime we grab something too hard, and
we cannot let go of it, we even dunwan to let go........but God say, "
let go of everything, and left it on me" ," i will take care of your
everything", "i want to be the first in your heart"..........we do not
realize tht everything we have are from God, and when God want it back,
we argue with Him.....

my fren also ask me, does God determind how a
peson die?? I believe God never determind how a person die, but we are
die in the will of God....which mean tht God allow how we die on the
earth......everything in the earth are work in natural, just like how
we die also something natural.maybe we careless driving cause our
death, but it doesnt mean tht God make us careless, is just tht our
careless make it.... it is somehting natural........but God sure is
allow this thing to happen.....because nothing can happen without God's
allowed......just like the Bible said ' God is power over everything on
the earh"........

I believe everyone chasing on diff thing in thier
life.....some is career, money, famous,.....but nothing of this can
long forever, and none of this can bring with us when we
die.........God had given us the opportunity to choose, and the time
limit to choose is just when we are alive.....when we leave, we had no
more choice.......so, do we chasing for wht we can enjoy, chasing of
wht tht will perish....or we chasing something tht ensure our eternal,
something tht everlasting........the real joy cannot come from thing
tht will perish, but those tht everlasting............

friend, if u reading this blog. hopefully u can flash back to ur own
life. wht are u chasing and aiming? do u know where will u go when die
??

Here i am...

Here i am......

haha....a very nice word......if u watch " save the last dance 2", sure u have the same feeling with me.......

people keep asking why are u here? what are you here for?? but what
most important is.........Here I am........really?? think about
it.........

some time we really like to ask ourself question like
this..........or we even have so many complain for what we are
now,where are we now, what we doing now..........what ever the complain
is, the situation never change....becoz you are there now..........it
only change when u change....try to think from another corner, with a
brand new view....you may get some thing new........

erm.............Here i am ...........a great word
instead........there is a song with this title sang by Hills Song.....i
like it very much.........
"here i am to worship, here i am to bow down,here i am to say that You are God....."

Confession

Confession......what will u think about this word??
Today
just lead and discuss about this topic in my church cell group.many
have diff opinion about it.but all have the same point, that is to
regret and turn from what is the wrong.
Why do people need to confess of thier sin to GOD?? how will GOD treat those who confess to HIM??

Our GOD is a awesome and mercy GOD , HE will forgive and cleans
our sin as we confess our sin to HIM. this is the promise of GOD and is
written in the BIBLE. but some how , people had abuse the mercy and
grace of GOD, they believe that GOD will spare thier sin so they keep
doing wrong and keep confess.This is totally wrong!!!!!!!! God is not
teaching this way , confess without a heart of regret is useless.

Some people had absent from church because they think that they
are not worth to come to church.not worth for Jesus to die for
them.Some even think that the Holy GOD cannot allow their guilty to
present.GOD is not like that. BIBLE says GOD love the spirit that
regret in heart, GOD forgive those that turn to HIM. and GOD also say
He give his peace to you.
How merciful is HE??????? HIS
give us all HE could and accept us all we are.......so fren , turn to
the GOD that love you.He is always waiting for you to turn back to HIM.

Shalom and GOD bless!!!!!!!!