考完试了！！考试完了！！

终于考完了！！ 心情突然轻松了很多，也许是因为之前都没为考试做准备，所以也特别有点压力，其实还好啦！！
17/11， 还离考试两天。 为了陪伴即将去澳洲的朋友，用了一整天的时间吃喝玩乐，午餐有龙的传人，之后看电影，喝巴克星的咖啡，晚餐还有火锅之家 ， 回到宿舍都累不成人了。
18/11， 最后一张考卷的前一天。 凌晨五点起身，准备去做PALAPES的身体检查，回来又中午了，一个早上不见了。才发现我真的还没开始读书，终于要做最后冲刺了。
还好，发现这科其实也没多少东西读，三四个钟头读完了一遍。 休息，吃晚餐，睡个觉，再读第二遍， 在睡觉，原来读第三遍只须要一个钟。 哈哈。

今天，考完了！
还好最后一张考卷感觉还不错，原来付出与结果是不成对比的。
之前的考卷读了几十遍，最后前公尽瘁；相反的这张却还蛮得意的。。。

考完试了！！

考试完了！！
真希望不会真的完了。
或许要求放低一点，期望就不会太高，人也活得自在多得很，考试其实也没大不了。。哈哈 。。

P/S::: not that I look exam as nothing, is just that exam is not everything!!!

exam week but having fun?

its sunday, which we are still in the exam week.
but lucky this week the exam is on wed,thu and fri.

guess wat??
we having a steamboat in the mid of this.haha
izit too relax for us?

here, let c my time schedule today..
0800-1000: wake up , devotion
1000-1045: prepare to church
1045-1300: church service
1300-1600: pizza and reading club meeting
1600-1800: sleep
1800-2000: basketball
2000-2300: steamboat
2300-0000: blogging..


hehe...so relax...day without study

away form initial motive...

all human are fragile and selfish ??
all human change to adapt to the environment?

there is always a time where people deviate from their original purpose to do something. which may due to selfishness, arrogant,

environmental factor and bla bla....
there is also the posibilities where human do not have a contant factor for them to relay on, a constand motive to drive them, that's y they are easily away from the original plan, and when they away from it, it is shame that they do not realise it, or even when someone told them thier original plan, they just ignore it...

there was a time ,where i having the same experience. once, i started to do a thing with the initially purpose is to glorify ABBA name, to help me in service. but as i doing the samething, suddenly i found that i had deviated from what actually i want go learn and do at the beginning. I start to drive by a strong powerful force , which is my self arrogant and selfish, to think on how this thing can glorify myself, to make others proud of me.....

there is also some sister share with me b4 about thier study, when the priority of study become the first in thier life ( and not the GOD), they had driven by the force which emphasize thier arrogant to get better result in study, then this force also at the meanwhile already disturb thier christian life, disturb the devotion, the moment to worship, and for study they absent the worship and quick the service. when asking them, they have the initial motive or knowing that, they want to glorify the ABBA name with thier study at the begining............

People!!
We must set clear of what is the force that driven us to do a thing at the beginning, do not easily let other force to drive you away.....
for christian, knowing the work of your hand, and knowing SPIRIT is the force that drive our life, set your goal and work hard to it....when realise deviate from the right way, do not hesitate to turn back, HE alwas looking at us at the point where we away..

May GOD bless whoever belong to HIM...
SHALOM!!

Little Grass Karaoke Competition

it was the annual karaoke competition for Little Grass last Thursday.
erm...thing happen so suddenly, that without realise, we alrd win the ticket into final..haha...

ok, thing go like tht.
On Wed, which is our CF weekly fellowship. after the bible study, most of the CF member went to Riyas to yam cha and celebrate our GG, Yan Wei Bday. Then during the conversation on table, Jason Ling suddenly said wanna form a CF band to take part in the Little Grass Competition.and everyone so enthusism to sing only christian song in the competition.Wow....so instantaneous...then we all agree and direct register for it....yet we havnt practice or even choose any song........hah
the next day, Jinny, which are the best single among us. SMS me say tht jason counldnt make it as he hav to go to Penang, so hav still have to take part....so i agree to replace jason as the guitarist.
I choose a chinese christian song ,你的爱, and we practice on the evening. initiall i was the guitarist..but........during the practice, many thing happen....pi mai pi mai tang tu..me and jinny become duet, then long wei which initially juz go to watch become guitarist, and Yan Wei the Lead Guitatist.
The most impress is, when we reach there...Admond , our junior saw we take part in unplug, so he oso direct register there with the song " When you say nothing at all", well, as he practicing, all other CF member also there.......suddenly they thinking of singing another christian song，“All For Love"...inspontaneusly, they gather Simon, Jason( which juz back from penang), Jentol, and edmond together they register as another team...........wow....this is CF...nonit prepare, nonit practice.....singing christian song is juz like taking breath everyday........
and the result....out of 4 team tht enter final....2 team are from CF...........YEAh.........haha...

the final is coming this Thur........and we oso not yet prepare enything until now.....maybe juz like b4...juz go for it........hahha.....and for sure, we all enthusism to sing christian song, no matter wht the judges said.........our aim is not to get medal, but juz to praise GOD among all the people........

What you pray, You have to Pay

" What you pray, You have to Pay"

this is the word i learn last Thursday on the prayer meet.

Many of us always asking GOD, why does GOD not answering my prayer? Where is GOD? or Why GOD hidden from me?

our GOD is a GOD that listen to prayer, HE never miss up each of our prayer,but the problem is do we pray in according to HIS will?
or, do we pay for what we pray?

in the Lord's prayer, Jesus teach us the right way to pray.
first, ask for HIS kingdom, may HIS kingdom come, May HIS will work on us......
on for ourself, they prayer is just simply provide what we need for our daily life.

In church, we always pray that GOD revive our church, revive our fellowship. but after the prayer, we done nothing? Are we giving order to GOD to finish the task we giving to HIM?? GOD only answer our prayer when we offer up ourself to fulfill the prayer we ask, and HE will give us JOY and PEACE when we serve HIM....

or,in study. we just asking GOD to give us wisdom to success in study, to score A. and we just sitting there waiting for miracle to happen? GOD is not a servant to serve each of us, or a JINN to make our wish come true.......Had we make GOD our servant in any way?
and when GOD does not make our wish com true, we blame HIM for HIS power not strong enough, then change to find another god that can help us......people had set the priority in serving, GOD make us, and we exist for GOD; but people nows day make them the lord of thier god, and the god is only exist to help them....such a wicked attitude!

Let us learn today, not just giving task for GOD to do. but asking what can we do in order to make our prayer come true.learn to set GOD in the first of our priority, to serve HIM and the community.

疲惫？ 喜乐

选择/事奉你的道路，虽然辛苦/艰难

因为人的心中是反反复复

但是我心了却永远相信，

你是我主

你会为我开道路

我不愿再， 为自己而活

只要单单来敬拜你

我不愿再，为自己的生活而忙碌

我只愿看见你国度降临

当觉得事奉的生活感到疲惫时，就是这首歌让我再次站起来。

曾经听说，事奉的路上要记得的一句话是：我们是与主同工，不是为主做工。

做工的人是为了目的而作，为了得到回报，所以会累；

与主同工的人，是甘心乐意的做事，不求回报，而且会有喜乐于满足！

但，人还是软弱， 有时还会跌倒，会疲惫，

甚至会有想放弃的念头。

休息或许是好事，但太久了，事奉的心也冷却了。

还呼吸的时候，就要继续走，停下来，看看周围，看完再走，至到生命的终点。

JUSCO 半日游

9月1日， 是全国的放假。
原本的国庆日因为落在星期日，所以把这个假期延后一天。
志升和hendrix 就为我们小组准备了这个jusco 半日游的节目。
其实这个outing 的目的也是为了联谊，可惜的就是junior们都怕了考试，结果还好有Nelly出席， 不然这次的outing真的就没有意义了。
说真的，还真没想到这个Jusco既然比槟城的 Queens Bay 还大。里面的食物更是数不尽，哈哈！！

再说，我们小组的三个小丫头还真是典型的工程系女生， 长裤，T-shirt,包鞋，就这样一身的打扮。去到大广场，见的女人，小女生都经过精细打扮，短裙，高跟鞋，女性衣装， 而且都有手提袋。 难怪我们学院男生都叫苦连天啦！！哈哈！
也不是要拿他们来比较，不过或许也不是一件坏事。

圣经不是也说吗？ 保罗劝教会的女人， 要廉耻，自守，以正派衣裳为装饰.....

值得探讨的是，什么是正派的衣裳？？
所以古时候，教会的女生穿着都很朴素。修女更是没话说。。。
但论到今天的社会，女人始终还是要懂得如何装扮，衣着大方又更得上潮流，却又不暴露，不性感。至少能展现他们的女人味吧。嘻嘻！

健全的祷告

健全的祷告是以神为对象，为中心， 使信心与盼望增加，除去焦虑与惧怕，心中就只有平安喜乐；有肯定积极的人生观与价值。
喜乐是建立在与神的关系，祷告既是与神相交，就有真实的喜乐。

Geram...

hai....izit so hard to give a right thing to someone?

today i ask my group member to pass up his work to me, so i can do the finalist...since the due date is on next week....and this assignment actually given on July, and now already end of august...

i wonder how can he gave a wrong thing to me...izit so hard to differentiate PLA and PLAGA?? totally different thing he pass to me...so wht?
I am the leader, and I have to bear all the thing now...maybe i should listen to others, carry everything on myself.....well, not really the way i like lah..

so, he said he can finish today and pass to me tmr....hopefully.....

just hope tht next time can really get a helpful group member, thts all ...wht else to ask??

haih~~~~~~~~~~~

Waiting

Some say that man are born to wait for woman,

waiting for date,
waiting for going out,
waiting for make up,
waiting for shopping,
waiting for answer call,
waiting for reply,
waiting for say YES,
waiting for ............bla bla bla...

Yeah, man are truly need a lot of patience to wait.

women make them wait because,

they not simply come out to date,
they need to make u honor when go out with them,
they shopping but buying thing for man,
they may busy with other thing,
and they need to think deeply to say YES.

WOmen is just simply " Waiting Of man", that why man need to wait for them.
and only a man that willing to wait is worth for woman to offering themselves.

man, dont complaint when waiting for women worth to wait,
woman are emotional and fragile, little complain will hurt them a lot.
learn to be patience and passion,
then only happiness will come.

从新出航 。 手

风，
止了，但又再吹起；
浪，
静了，但又再澎湃；
船，
停了，但又再出航；
人，
累了，也要再起来。

船停泊了，可以不再航海；但人累了，生活还是要继续。
人总不能跌倒了，就不再爬起，索性就躺在原地不动。
生活还有许多的是等着我们去做，要我们去完成。

每个人的生命总会有一把手，随时为我们伸出；
当你跌倒时，是他扶你起来；
当你疲累时，是他领你到可安息的水边，
当你受伤时，是他拥你在他的怀抱里。

跌倒了，站起来，原来没有那么可怕；
只是人的心总是脆弱。
当无法相信自己能站起来时，就让那只手帮你吧！
只要相信他能帮你，让他帮你；
你会发现人生这条路原来并不孤单。

成功哲学

就许多人而言，人活着就是为了学习成功， 达到成功。

而成功本身却没有一个定义， 随着年龄，身份，背景而改变，进化。
小孩的成功就是得到奖赏；孩子的成功时得到父母的疼爱；父母的成功是孩子出人头地；
学生的成功是靠好成绩；老师的成功是教好学生；
男人的成功是追到资的女人；女人的成功是嫁个好丈夫；
工作者的成功是赚大钱；消费者的成功是用的物有所值；
佛教徒的成功是成佛；基督徒的成功是得神喜悦。。。。

每个人都有自己的成功， 所以虽也没有资格批评谁的成功。
有父母为孩子辞去工作，得到了父母的成功，却失去了工作者的成功。一切只在乎哪个对你较重要。不过，为了金钱，学业，事业等短暂且贬值性的成功而失去了生命中更多值得追求的事，生命也同样的随之贬值。为永恒价值的付出， 生命才可以变得更丰盛。

接我而言， 龙严的成功只是过一个喜乐有目标的生活。
对学业要虚心，不为考试而读书，不为无谓的科目浪费时间，不为成绩而操心；
对爱情要忠心，不为恋爱而恋爱，不给爱情加上试用期，全心全意只让对方幸福；
对友情要真心，把心交出就不求回报，义字当头也决不后悔；
对家人要孝心，不做伤害家人的事，不为小事儿争执，必要的牺牲也无所谓；
对自己要诚心，清楚生命的次序，明白对自己重要的事，也为这事努力和付出；
对神要决心 ， 把生命主权交托就决不收回，立志爱神就要爱到底，尝过的恩典决不忘记；

这就是我的成功，只想过一个每天都有喜乐，平安且有目标的生活。

全新的你

克制己身，叫身服己。

是否有人曾经想过要改变自己的一生？
或许每个人都有过这样的想法吧。 但很多人却有心无力。
想离开一些不良的嗜好，却又身不由己，不能自拔， 再次堕入这深渊。
想过一个不一样的生活，却不晓得如何去改变。
人总是有两个意念在自己里面，善的意念懂得要去行，恶的意念却阻止人去行。
保罗说到，“行事却不由我“，人原本是自己身体的主宰，却成了身体的奴仆。

这一周的守望期间，让我们学习克制己身，叫身服己。让我们成为身体的主宰，叫身体，思想，意念，服从自己。
在软弱时，学习仰望那造万物的主。他的能力会在软弱的人得以完全。

Prayer . Faith . Submission

is all about prayer and faith .

since
last sem, my church fellowship had plan to organise a camp in this sem.
and I had been voted to be the co-ordinator for this camp.i not really
want to take this post at first, but......i just learnt o submit to
God. since He choosen me, juz believe tht He will lead me. It is really
a good homework for me to learn to organize this camp, and to built a
better teamwork with all the church member.

at first, we had set
a target of 50 people with 10 of non-christian. and we believe this is
a great faith to reach this target. coz our previous camp usually is
around 30 - 40 people. However, we still pray for this camp and
believe tht God will prepare the people for this camp.

Me, I
pray everyday during the holiday. Juz believe tat God will provide the
people for us, even though i oso curious of whether the target too big
to reach.

But thx God, He is really such a God tht listent o
prayer. finally there are 65 participant, with 14 of them are
non-christian. This people is more then wht we ask, and now only we saw
that our faith is too small. We should really have more faith to God.

" dont set a target of a human for God, for God is unlimited"
" Pray and you will be given, let go urself and you will be blessed more"
" when doing God's thing, just do our best and have faith in Him for thing not in our hand"

人活这是为什么？

或许许多人都曾经问过这个问题吧！！忙绿了一辈子由为了什么？ 读书读这么高又为了什么？到头来， 或许只是一场空。。或许明天不再来， 那今天的努力又是为了什么？人空手来到世上， 死后也一样什么都带不走， 到头来有时一场空虚。。。。

如果人没有永生的盼望， 那今生就永远只是空虚。 活着这为了争一口气， 吃一顿饭， 笑一大场； 争完，吃完，笑完， 又是另一场空。那人在今生又何必行善，挟制自己，造福其他人，却填满不了自己。

若果人有永生的盼望， 那今生就不再虚度。 活着因为有盼望，才懂得去珍惜和拥有，学会行善及付出爱。即使明天不再来， 心里也仍然有平安有喜乐。

大学生活也一样， 没有盼望就虚度生涯。 盲盲目目的过了几年， 看回去也找不到回忆。如果忙，只为了考好成绩，那就是盲， 看不到生命中有更美好的事更值得我们去追求。